Empty as an eyesocket

I really don't like this empty feeling. It's empty as my empty eye socket that I dreamed about two days ago.

Heavy feeling in my heart

I have this heavy feeling in my heart and I think it's something to do with work just now. You know, I really wanted nothing to happen so that I can enjoy the CNY holidays but the heavy feeling has been with me since just now. Maybe I'll be fine tomorrow. Maybe I won't. But I'll live with it and I will face up to whatever that awaits me the coming Wednesday.

I wonder whether anyone would think that I am getting too big in the head because of a few comments that I have received. Maybe. Although I rather have people commenting about my work than commenting about how I go about in doing the work. Service can be fake but the results produced will show otherwise.

July will come soon. Ok so...in 6 months time...but still I am giving it some thoughts now. To go or not? But if I do go, where to?

Sometimes I just wish I can put my head down on the table, close my eyes and just let the world goes by.