Lesson learnt #1

No guy is worth your tears if you are going to cry alone in the dark. He will never know that you are crying for him anyway. Although he should be thankful that somewhere out there, in the dark, at night, there is girl stupid enough to cry alone because of him.

Horrible feeling

Seriously, even though the pay is good, I really don't like this miserable feeling that I get everytime during work. I think it makes no difference even if I changed workplace cause I am just going to experience the same thing. But time is running out. I have until July to think things through. But I don't have any clue what to do after July. Stay and be miserable? Leave and be a little less miserable? 10 years on and I am still feeling like this. I am pathetic.

Me trying to be deep

I think for as long as I live, I can never understand the logic behind doing something for the sake of doing something. There are times that I do that too. Like studying for the sake of studying, going to school for the sake of going to school and the likes. But when it comes to the matter of the heart, I guess I haven't change much since primary school days or since the time when I finally have a little inkling about what love is all about. Is it cynicism?

Sunrise over Yew Tee canal

Looks nice huh? I think if I really look hard enough, there are a lot more places in Singapore where you can find such scenic places. This one is taken from the MRT train heading towards Jurong East and this is the canal that separates Sungei Kadut Industrial Area and the residential area of Yew Tee.